Be YOURSELF than CHANGING for OTHERS...

I am a BAD GUY and i know that. I listened to everyone's philosophies who told me. I see there tears from there eyes with pain and i hear there beat which struggles for me to be with them. I see there eyes are upon me and i also see there ears are going on hearing which i am speaking. But i just don't want to be with them who do those action with me because i am gonna do the same again...

 I want to be myself bad but not the evil. i am gonna go my own way which i made and I don't want any one be my side ALL ARE AT ONE SIDE AND I ONLY ONE BEING ON OTHER SIDE.

 I am sorry for doing like this to you and i know it hurts but people around you says negative about me to you.. I am not gonna change myself for you. I will live happy seeing myself than being like you struggling to be your favorite person.Sometimes I just want to get away and go somewhere where there is no one. I wishing to GOD I want to be alone and alone for my whole life.

I will choose a girl who leaves her world and like my attitude and my world and i am gonna give my whole life to her Everyone comes in life and go away but one of them will be stopped by us to make our complete life and they stay in our life till the end of there life...@_#

MOTHER IS MY LIFE

MOM loving toward the child is not a miracle but child showing his love toward his MOM is a miracle. Now-a-days we see child harassing there mothers by knowing that they are doing wrong. I do show anger on my mom but i realize after some time "why do i don't think before showing my anger that SHE GAVE  ME BIRTH ON THIS EARTH ". I see she get hurt by simple words i talk to her and she sits alone in a room but she never complain on me. So from birthday i decided that i will think before i talk to my parents and to my brother too...

Mother sitting in a sad mood.

Child - Mom, you are the 2nd most beautiful woman in this
world.

Mother - Who is the 1st?

Child - Its also u but when u smile.

I LOVE MY MOM

nOt LoVe BuT fRieNDshIP

In the common world of millions of people there was a common boy and common girl living there normal life and there love was different from others. The boy name is Nazir and girl name is Shifa. ;)...
ABOUT Nazir
Once there lived a boy called Nazir, He is very much different from others,,he has grown up now and starring to join in collage. He spend most of the time on net and he doesn't forget the time when he his on net But most of the people do forget Time and they even say Time is running fast when i am on net. Nazir wanted to do something which is not done by anyone in the world,, that's his ambition.... But his father ambition is to make his son a DOCTOR...
ABOUT Shifa
There lived a girl called Shifa, She has completed her schooling and her ambition is to do modelling But she lives in moderate family which cannot pay the amount calculated to fansion designer. She noticed the problem and left her ambiton behind. She says to herself "i want to become a fansion designer but i didn't but i will be something in life"
They both joined in same collage,same class and even they have same desire to become something THESE TWO GONNA FIND THE SAME SOMETHING WHICH IS ONE.....
There houses are front to each other and they used to see each other in the mourning while they go to collage.They saw again eachother in the same class room.. The next day same again they saw each other and Nazir went to her and asked her "hie,my name is Nazir and is your house is infrornt my house where i see you in mourning" she replied "yeah thats my house where you see me every day and is that your house but i don't see you outside even in colony party times" he said "i am always on system and i do come outside rare"..  They both got to know each other and they had luch together in afternoon in the collage...
The next day onwards they started to go to collage together and Nazir started to come outside and they started to spend time and even they started to have combine studies. people in the collage started to talk about them "link ups" "affair running machine" blah blah!!
Nazir thought of stopping to talk with Shifa as Shifa understood his feeling and said to Nazir " MAKING A MILLIONS FRIENDS IS NOT A MIRACLE, THE MIRACLE IS TO MAKE A FRIEND WHO WILL STAND BY YOU IN A MILLION WAYS.." and also said don't bother of people cat talks they do say what ever come to know but they even don't know what they are saying.... Nazir and Shifa come to get together again as friends...
One day Nazir was thrown out of house while his father ambition was broken and he studied to become engineer as his joy and happy which he get than studying to become a doctor.. Nazir's father got his ambition broken as he wanted his son become a doctor but his son failed too and he got angry and told his son to go out of the house and study by yourself... Nazir came out of the house and started to live with Shifa and They completed there collage. Shifa became very close to Nazir's parents and Nazir become a member of the house and he became very very close to Shifa's parents too while Nazir is staying with her as a friend.. and went in search for jobs away from each other....  Nazir made a future software which is compiled with various characters for the future world and Shifa became a software engineer in U.S.Aand left her ambition back but she thought her ambitions should be fulfilled by her son/daughter after she is married.... ;)
Shifa loved a guy MALIK in his office and she told to Malik everything about his friend Nazir to him..Malik accepted Nazir's in her life and  AFTER Two years Shifa and Nazir met eachother and when they left each other to till now they have no changes in them... Nazir was eager to see his parents and wanted to say everything to them but his father did allow but heart of the mother was happy seeing son after so many years and Being a mother to a son pleased his husband to invite son and finally invited him into the house and Shifa was happy too and after family drama at house, Nazir and Shifa came out and Shifa told Nazir everything about Malik..Nazir is a best friend to Shifa, NOW-A-DAYS friendship between a boy and a girl is not a chance only LOVE but there is FRIENDSHIP between Nazir and Shifa.. :D While Nazir and Shifa are walking, Shifa met her collage friend AYESHA. Ayesha said "You and Nazir are still together, you know everyone in the collage used to say an affair running between you both and you both are nice couple in whole collage" Shifa replied "We are just friends and we are friends till now just FRIENDSHIP WAALA LOVE" Nazir at the side of Shifa started to stare at Ayesha and shouted loudly with joy. Nazir loved AYESHA "LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT" type... Nazir got to know everything about Ayesha through Shifa... Nazir impressed Ayesha etc....and they finally fell in LOVE...
Nazir got to go to SWITZERLAND to the company to exhibit his own FUTURE COMPUTER to them.. Nazir wanted Shifa to come with him to switzerland and let his tension flew away But Malik planned of coming to INDIA and spend time with Shifa.... Shifa showed first preference to Nazir than Malik as his boyfriend.... Malik thought for a while and said to Shifa we can be together in switzerland too after the Nazir's work... Nazir asked Ayesha "will you come to switzerland with me to the company which i exhibit my Future Computer "... Ayesha rejected of coming and she thought the whole night and finally she decided to come....
Nazir with Ayesha,Shifa with Malik GO SWITZERLAND GONE and Nazir exhibit to the chairman was excellent and chairman had a deal with Nazir at last.... After that  Nazir with Ayesha and Shifa with Malik divided and these two couple had a great time showing there love... Nazir got the news called  
divided and had a great time showing there love.. After 30min Nazir got a phone from his father "i am happy being your father and i have got no importance in your carrer and i am happy now and i saw you on tv and i am honour by my friends and members in the office" Nazir was happy and he wanted to say this news to Shifa first... Nazir phoned Shifa and said everything.. Shifa was happy and she told Malik that she wanted to meet Nazir and Malik stopped all the plans which planned of being with Shifa and Nazir did the same... Nazim hugged Shifa tightly and Malik was unable to see and slapped Nazir.. Nazir did not do anything but when Malik slapped Shifa Nazir raised his hand on Malik...... Ayesha was hurting herself seeing his BoyFriend Nazir and Shifa hugging eachother....  They got broke up and all were in terrible problem.....
Malik asked Shifa "whom are you loving more me or Nazir..?" Shifa replied "both".... If you have no choice to decide then you have no chance of being with me. As same with Nazir and Ayesha too......
These FOUR got in love with eachother but Nazir and Shifa are just friends and they are. They went back to the houses for taking some time while Malik and Ayesha waited for there decision. Nazir started to explain Malik "i saw you slapping shifa infront of me so i raised my hands on you" and to marrry Shifa and he started to beg and all that type of stuff!! Malik agreed on one condition "NAZIR SHOULD NEVER TALK OR MEET WITH MY SHIFA UNTIL TWO YEAR" Nazir took some time and agreed with Malik while Shifa didn't... Shifa and Nazir are best friends and they showed that between a BOY nad a GIRL there can be a friendship tooo.... THAT SOMETHING IS DEEP FRIENDSHIP WHICH THEY FOUND THE SAME AND THERE FRIENDSHIP IS NEAR TO LOVE BUT NOT LOVE IN TODAY'S WORLD THINK,,we can "FRIEDNSHIP WAALA LOVE "
After a year Malik called Nazir and said to come to meet your best friend in the hospital. Nazir left all the jobs behind  along with his wife Ayesha and came to Shifa. When Nazir came to Shifa then Shifa turned her face back because her husband Malik had a deal with his friend Nazir of not each other per two years. But Malik didn't want to spoil and got trusted in them and Malik said that "Shifa didn't even think about you for these years but i know her heart is Fulifilled with Nazir's friendship"

EK DIN PYAR AUR DOSTI MILE  PYAR NE POCHA "MERE HOTE HUE TUMHARA KTA KAAM..? DOSTI---MAIN UN CHEHRO PAR MUSKAAN LATI HOON JIN AANKHEN MEIN TUM AANSU CHOR JATE HO!!

FRIENDS STRANGE BEHAVIOR

STORY ABOUT A FRIEND CALLED ZENNY's strange behavior
I loved a girl as a friend and also as my life partner but she got already boyfriend so i made her my bestie and she is too good and happy girl in chatting life i don't know about his in person life because i stay away from her. i thought FRIEND is someone who can interfere in his friends life and know about them more.. i think that made me wrong... chatting in social site friends are temporary while in person friends are permanent Today i got to know by a girl ZENNY. she is sweet in chatting but when she is in angry she never listen to her at least. she don't think anything while she says something to someone and why don't she know the reason before saying anything to someone...BUT i don't care she is till my buddy.
zenny is the girl i liked the most as a friend i thought she thinks the same but she hate me now... i don't know why.. i just got on facebook searching for my friend but i got to see ZENNY'S gifted pic by her boy friend as pro pic to the user name sidra ali.. i just got on SQ to ask ZENNY if that is her or not.. i got a reply from her stop interfering in my maters!!please!! BUT i don't understand what did i do... i never asked her phone number at least... It seems to be strange but it happened...

when i asked her on live chat for a number of times she said "SHUT UP" And she began to talk in punjabi with his friend and she gonna make me mad if she did not show my mistake... 

i don't know what to do but i can say i did not do anything wrong which hurts you chudail  and keep that in mind ......if you don't take it personal and leave it but your friend does and care for you....

 KEEP IN MIND FRIENDS BY YOUR STRANGE BEHAVIOR YOU MAY HURT YOUR FRIENDS

LOST MIND ,,@.--.@,,

I feel like heart is breaking into millions of pieces when you are leaving me... you may have your reasons to leave the chat but at least check the heart who is waiting for your reply but not BYE...

When i am chatting with her it seem to be a heaven and i know you will leave the chat and go away but i say myself to remember the sentences which she spoke to me... I don't know why she is just a friend to half heart and to the other half heart she is more than friend.. I AM JUST ADDICTED TO HER....It takes time to remove that addiction from heart..I know it is wrong but i can't control myself...

I feel like saying NO MORE WAITING,, NO MORE HURT. If you wanted me you could have but you didn't..

Though she takes me as a friend but i can't..... My heart beats for her and my eyes see for her and breadth smell her.....

 OO GOD...Plzz give strength to me.. she told me if you keep writing like this you will get blessing and even GOD will take care of you.... and I tell myself  I AM NOT ALONE GOD IS ALWAYS WITH ME

A RICH BOY LEARNING A LESSON....

Love the life however is it. Don't go down in your life seeing others higher than your status. Be happy in what ever you are... We see children on roads begging for a piece of bread and we even see children throwing there food on roads,,The people who don't know value of food they should know at least from now.. We say Each grain of rice is gonna complain to GOD about us if we throw or step of rice... each grain blessing can give us a point to go to heaven after the death...
There was a rich boy called ATIF and a poor boy called ASLAM...
ATIF was a very rich boy and he is studying in highly educated school and he got no respect to elders and even he throws the food outside when he got packed for lunch in the afternoon to school everyday.....
ASLAM was a poor boy and he was unable to get a food properly to his stomach everyday even he used to sleep with hunger sometimes and he is studying a small school beside to ATIF school...
ASLAM eats the food which is thrown by ATIF in the afternoon and ASLAM feel it as a golden rice and he even take some food in a cloth to his parents too... ASLAM'S parents eat the food with hunger and they know that ASLAM had brought the  food to us without eating until his belly is filled... HUNGER CAN BE STOPPED BY DRINKING WATER BUT HALF FILLED STOMACH CANNOT...
ATIF used to see everyday ASLAM taking his food which is thrown down and one day ATIF did not throw the food down and started to see what ASLAM gonna do now,,ASLAM went back to home with no food... ATIF threw the food down as usually and ATIF came down the next school where ASLAM is studying because he wanted where ASLAM is taking the food... He saw ASLAM taking the food and ATIF follwed him and ATIF saw that ASLAM full family is based on his own food in the afternoon and ATIF himself thinks "if i might be in that condition then i used to eat everyday food and even respect the elders and he finally realized himself that "FOR THIS FOOD SO MANY ARE DEPENDING AND I AM THROWING THE SAME FOOD DOWN..." and he changed himself....
ATIF from the next day stare to bring to lunch boxes one for himself and one for ASLAM....
SO DON'T EVER THROW THE FOOD EVEN IF YOU DON'T LIKE EATING THEN AT LEAST GIVE THE FOOD WHO DESERVE IT...

LoVe the loved once....@_#

Loved once are so important in the life. If we loose them they can be taken away by the world so don't loose them.Even if your loved once don't look nice don't leave them they are just like an art,,ART are not supposed to look nice but they give a complete meaning if you understand it..So look deep in your loved once...

 Don't hurt them they may be sensitive,angry or else joking person if they go away they never come back again.. we know the value of the thing when we loose it...

Give what ever you want too not with your richness or in fake way just give them with pure heart even a little thing from you is precious to them....We just miss loved once when they leave us..we miss the moments we spent with loved once and we will be feeling bad that we should have done everything good with loved once and think ourselves what had we done wrong with them....

Star shine in the night while they absorb the light from the sun to give sparkle for us and stars even say to us by there picturing and what we wanted see in STARS as a wish on the top of the earth,,STARS show us and they even hear us with cool and silent breeze in the night and see with there thousand eyes in the sky and show us our wish but we human don't understand them....
Loving the loved once is miracle thing because the miracle is that The loved once is still staying with us and leaving the there own world aside and spending there time with us...

So keep loving your loved once as you love yourself....

A TEACHER TAUGHT A GOOD LESSON TO HIS STUDENT

Once upon a time there was a boy called Nazim and his physics lecturer called Raju. 
Nazim was irregular to the collage and he was a anger person. Nazim once bunked the collage and went out to see cinema and enjoyed that day fully.. The next day when Nazim returned to collage as usually,, Nazim was sent back to home by PRINCIPAL of the collage to bring his parents for telling them about his child's nature..The parents felt bad and scolded Nazim of doing repeating it again.. Nazim misunderstood and he thought his parents are bad and scolded them after returning to home....
The next day Nazim bought his parents to the collage and had a big drama of explanation to Nazim.. Nazim thought that he bowed his parents front of the PRINCIPLE,, Nazim felt so bad at that moment when his parents left the collage again his attitude is back like DOGS TAIL NEVER CAN BE STRAIGHT..
The next day when he returned back to collage his attitude was learning the subject in time of week exams and leaving the subject after the week exams...
On previous day of PHYSICS exams,, the children in the class should study the whole day PHYSICS for tomorrows science exams that the rule of the collage.. Nazim was dull in physics and he was not able remember the answers because he don't like physics and want to chit chat with his bench mate all the time.. RAJU was physics lecturer of Nazim's class... Raju was not able to understand Nazim's problem and Raju asked Nazim "why are you not studying..? Nazim replied "i hate your subject and can't even remember the answers".. then Raju explained his student Nazim mistakes and wanted Nazim to be good because RAJU thinks Nazim  is good and just don't know the value of life...
Raju said to his student Nazim :- Don't you remember your parents they do work hard for you to make you study here and you are making a hell nonsnse in the class. You even don't know how to talk with lecturers and i think you even show your anger and you even demand sometimes.. I got information that your scolding your parents and even showing anger at home by throwing the things here and there.. Even your parents are showing there anger on you the next day they will be giving there love to you and as usual your mom makes a nice lunch in the afternoon and pack you a lunch box. Your dad brings you what you need then why are you not remembering them in mind.. you should keep your parents in high stage when they get old than keeping them in struggle  life. Raju even said Nazim that you should get blessing from lecturers than getting curse from lecturers.. so be a good student and always listen to lecturers.. you can make friends where you go but parents come once in life and they are precious thing you get in the world..... 
Nazim opened his eyes and understood him and asked himself "WHAT DID I GET NOW FROM THE START OF LIFE,,NOTHING JUST A SAD EXPRESSION ON MY FACE "...  and realized himself to not to scold his parents from now and he started the word NOW than TOMORROW.. He aimed a goal that gurl and he started to study subjects books than nonsense magazines...
And he is writing this message in front you.. I know i did a wrong but i realized it lately for coming final exams NOT for the life beyond...

PARENTS ARE THE ONE I LOVE THE MOST

Being a parent is one of the hardest thing in the world.We say in India under the MOTHERS LEG we see heaven.Parents are the GOD gift to the children.Children hurt their parents after being elder at an age.We even see their own children raise their hand on parents.

Parents loving their own children is habit to them not like loving now and leaving them after they are married..Even children love there parents but a certain time i hope so because i have seen Children after getting married leaving their parents all alone in dark life in old conditions and children just want properties from parents to live their life like HEAVEN..BUT they forgot that children of the parents will also have their children,,they even do the same with you..I just wanted to say Parents should not be example to their own children in bad things but be a example for good memorable things..
Parents sacrifice their own likes and offer children to enjoy their own life.I really hope all the children of the world should respect,behave good and all good things that you can do with your parents YOU REALLY SHOULD DO FROM YOUR HEART... 

I really hope every child wants there parents live 1000years and more than that...The honest and real child will give his life in circumstances.

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I hope children think that they are gifted by GOD to call the word dad..Children who has no dad know the real value of DAD because they feel the word DAD is precious..

I hope children think that they are gifted by GOD to call the word MOM..Children think that their MOM is a super hero and they say SHE'S MY LIFE..

 I am sorry for children who had no MOM but i can say for them all the MOM and DAD IN THE WORLD are their MOM and DAD.. :D
Some Children are lucky that they have parents while some children don't have.. I don't know why GOD do like that to the children of not giving precious thing in their life...
 I am happy to see that they are some others schools for the children who have no parents OR some parents leave their children all alone on roads or some where else.... please parents don't leave your children don't think your children are burden to you if you think like that then don't give birth a child on earth ......

LIVE YOUR LIFE WHERE ELSE YOU CAN'T THEN LIVE FOR SOMEONE ELSE

THE life of no value of his own part in his life has no value,,IF any one is more important in your life than yourself then i think its foolish thing..We can love him/her for beyond living your life with him/her not more than yourself but love him/her for being a part of your life..We see people write the quote "ALWAYS LOVE  YOUR MATE MORE THAN YOU DO YOURSELF"..I think its not correct because if your mate leaves you alone i know that HURTS you a lot.....

Friendship Love Relationship are based on life we live,,if there is no life then no  Friendship Love and Relationship...@_@ Live the life which you like to be and don't change your life for other wishes Some of them may like him/her changed his own life for you but some of them may not like because they like to see us in our own life than being fake type because after being married we like to live our life than for living for him/her its HUMAN NATURE.... Remember there are three poisons: greed, anger, and ignorance

We do have a only one life..I really wish GOD has given us two life if we do wrong on first life then we have second life of not repeating the same mistakes that caused us take off our life for some hurting reasons LIKE if we write a number wrong in the sum of maths then the whole sum is wrong and it will stop at unknown...
I do want you to live the life that you have and don't change your life for precious one's you have...

PRECIOUS PERSONS WE SEE HERE AND THERE BUT LIFE WE SEE IT IN OURSELVES

Some of them may not like my way of being like i did right now of writing this blog but some of them may like..
I am not even saying that life isn't for others too it is but not more than... If you don't want to live your life for yourself then you can live the life for others that haves a meaning for the life you live...

BROKEN LOVE STORY BUT ITS ABOUT THE FRIENDSHIP

Once there lived a a boy called NAZIM and a girl called ZENNY..They met each other on a social..
Nazim was new to the social site and he was not able to connect with others so Nazim took the help of one person called ZHAT. Due to his help Nazim got to know everyone and became a fame on the site eventually.When Nazim and Zhat are chatting a girl Zenny entered to the site and Nazim's life and she became fame quickly...Nazim got a chance to chat with Zenny they both are new and they got to know each other and On the other day When NAZIM chatted with ZENNY on online NAZIM thought online attraction is time pass and false information we get so he kept fake pic of him.. Nazim realized after chatting with Zenny day by day and knowing you little by little makes me change myself.. After a few months Nazim and Zenny became a very good friends... Thought Nazim know that he is smaller than Zenny but still he loved her and when Nazim used to come for LIVE chatting HE sees Zenny calling his name every time  Nazim thought that Zenny is loving me but he go to know that Zenny is HAVING A BOYFRIEND and with matured mind Nazim controlled himself..

 Nazim and Zenny  BECAME A VERY GOOD FRIENDS,,, PEOPLE AROUND used to say "YOU BOTH ARE LOVERS" but they rejected and Nazim and Zenny said to all the people on the site WE ARE JUST FRIENDS....but Nazim HEART was killing him inside and he wanted to shout on the LIVE chat that I LOVE YOU SO MUCH ZENNY but he was afraid that Nazim will leave him and go away from him...
In this manner they chatted for couple months but suddenly he could not find her coming on the social site.He was in afraid that she got married but after a months He saw her again on the site and he was happy like he found THE LOST HEAVEN ON THE EARTH...He asked her why did you not come for chatting..? she said I have examination so i can't and sorry for not saying you...Nazim was happy of seeing her after a long,, it made him feel that he did not see her for decades and left all the sadness,crying mood and all....

After that the chatted regularly and one day she said Nazim that "whenever i come to live chat i will say first HI to you" that words made him go WILD around and they went still some wart deep in their friendship.... DAYS passed on their relationship went THICKER..Nazim thought that now she is in LOVE with me but yet he is still afraid to say so he remained the same as a friend to her but Zenny sees Nazim like a friend...
Nazim failed again and again and started to ask her about her boyfriend,,she said all the qualities and bio of her boyfriend Nazim liked her boyfriend qualities/bio and Nazim said to himself that "Zenny deserves him than me and he deserve Zeenny too"...

After knowing this Nazim heart was full of episodes of emotions so he left the social site for a week...Meanwhile Zenny made new friends on the social site,she is some wart mad and she makes friends quickly... When Nazim returned back from emotion to the site he saw new people on the site and he saw Zenny talking to others as she do with me.... He made his heart like stone because he felt that she has forgot him because she got new friends and he chatted with Zenny saying "HI" she gave him reply back... Nazim felt so happy it might be small reason to be happy but for him it is just like HE GOT SUCCEED FROM HEAT ATTACK OPERATION.....

After that he was not able to leave the site for her and for him ZENNY HAS BECOME HIS PASSWORD OF LIFE... she used to chat with others than replying me i just dared myself and said to her I FEEL JEALOUS WHEN YOU  REPLY OTHERS THAN REPLYING ME and she laughed and said HAHAHA..:p OKEY NOW ON I WILL DO...
After 10days she got a project work of knowing something in different languages so Zenny got busy with others country friends and she told him that "i will ask you about HINDI language too".. Nazim got new friends too and began to chat with them only for ten days due to Zenny was busy with her project work.After 10days Nazim has found new friends and as well as Zenny due to project's work help with other country friends  they became close to Zenny as Nazim used to be.....
As days gone by Zenny reduces her interest on Nazim and He made a friend called AMAN and Nazim has trsut on his friend Aman and Nazim said to him that "he likes Zenny so much but she has a boyfriend and i don't know what to do" AMAN SAID "Nazim do you love her but i didn't say the truth to him" this was going for nearly a 10days and Aman has became Nazim's #BFF...Aman said " these online love is fake and your age is less than her and your age boys will do the same as you do now" but Nazim said "Age is just number to count the life" and Aman said "she is far away from you".......

Nazim finally told atlast that pics on this site is not mine to Zenny. Nazim was ashamed and he thought himself that she is not gonna chat with me again and Nazim asked her "DID YOU CHATTED WITH ME OF SEEING THE PIC...?" SHE said " i already knew that was not your pic as i already saw your pics due to you have attached your personal site to this site".... Nazim said " why did you not say me..?" she did not reply me...
 Nazim thought that she is good for friend than life partner but Nazim still loves her and She even did not recognize the LOVE of Nazim.... @_#

THOUGH MY LOVE IS BROKEN AND I DID NOT HAD A CHANCE TO LIVE WITH YOU BUT I AM A PART OF YOUR LIFE   

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